I concur with "poppers" & "garyneal" and their suggestions.
May I also suggest this book : "If Life Is A Game, Then These Are the Rules" by Cherie Carter Scott.
http://www.amazon.com/Life-Game-These-Are-Rules/dp/0767902386
Easy reading book that can be completed in one sitting (160 pages), yet it can change your outlook when it comes to contentment. Buy a used copy from Amazon for a penny plus shipping.
More power to you "NewBorn"
Alligator Wisdom (aka Brother NOT Exerting Vigorously)